Halloweiner.

So halloweens on Monday and I realized I can't get a costume tomorrow. So I sprang into action. Threw together an amazing costume but I can't show you a picture cause that would ruin it.. The thing about Halloween is I will never be too old to trick or treat. Who set the standard that you have to stop at a certain age! I love candy and I especially love free candy! This will be my first non-trick or treating year ): this is so pathetic but it's an emotional topic for me. Anywho I'm tired and yeh. I'll post a hint (not really) to my costume (: heh I'll post the final product on halloween! Happy Halloweiner! Oh! And I wanted to add my amazing CUSTOM fit vampire teeth (: which will not be included this year unfortunately.. Sexy? Yes you wish I would bite you. My name is Edward.

That Girl on the First Day of Ballroom

Dear Sara M.(Marie?) Grosland,

Since your the only one who actually reads my blog I thought id make you a special post. Also to encourage you to write me a post cause you've only mentioned my name in your blog, but this will be a whole post. A whole one like all of it. The entire part will be about you.

Back to all seriousness..

Dear Sara,

Since the day I met you you've been a friend to me. I didn't even know you but you treated me so nice I felt like I belonged for once. During the first 2 years of junior high I was pushed around emotionally and physically. I hated my life. I had no real friends. The friends i did have were merely aquantences that were embarassed to walk me to class or sit by me at lunch. I had suicidal thoughts. I was seeing a therapist who treated me like a child. Which caused more damage to me. Basically my life sucked because I felt not accepted to society. I felt like an outcast, I didn't belong. I didn't know who I was anymore and I just felt dead. Like no one knew who I was and neither did I. I then overcame lots of my issues and became more acceptable socially. I made friends and became really close. I gained a personality. Starting high school scared me to death. I had this image in my mind of being an outcast again. Then I met you. Your positive attitude helped me realize how much life means. Even if life sucks, you still value the thought of life. You talked to me like we were friends and we didn't even know each other. After a while more people started following your example and I met more people. This is about the time a broke out of Logan and became Duffy. I started making friends. Having conversations. Laughing. Having activities. Being busy. Sara you helped give me confidence. I may not be perfect now but I now have many friends. Because of your example I've grown as a person and now want to be more like that girl I met on the first day of Ballroom. Now I can spot the kids who are like what I used to be throughout 7th and 8th grade. Now I feel motivated like I have something to work for. Thanks Sara for helping make me feel much more comfortable in ballroom and school (: your the best! Stay strong, god loves you and he knows your struggles. I love what you stand for without question. Stay beautiful.

-Logan

Blogging

Dear future Logan,

In case one day you realize how lame it is that you have a blog. Read this to help remind you why you have this.

At times I ask myself why am I doing a blog? It's kind of a waste of time, gay, and it's not like anyone cares about my dentist appointments or anything.

It's not about how many people read the blog or how long or how many posts you post. Blogging to me, is just a better way to spend my time. Stay out of the temptations of this world and just sit down and write. Write about anything. Write about the girl you like. Write about how horrible your day was and how rude people can be. Write about love. Write about your friends and family. View your life from the outside. See where you are and make adjustments to get you on the path to your main goal. That's what blogging is to me. That's why I write

Dentist...

So I got my teeth cleaned today well right now. But what's so weird is that their toilets go to my shin.. Yes as in below my knee.. Awkwardest poop of my life.. Anyways that's not the point.. So I have this girl that cleans my teeth.. She treats me like I'm 2 like really! This is some of her quotes.. "hey sweetie buns!... Daddy's not at talk as you though huh... Sweetie your so cute! Sweetie!...sweetie what fluoride you want, bubble gum I know you like bubble gum sweetie pie. Sweetie I need to use the little girls room sweetie I'll be right back ok? Sweetie your so brave! Those teeth X-rays can be pretty scary. Ok sweetie I'll see you later!" ugh..

Patience is a Virtue..

2:36 PM

^

About the time i started working on updating my phone...

3:14 PM

                  I have been waiting for this for about 45 minutes now.. I'm realizing how boring my life is without my phone.. i need a hobby... I literally am so bored watching this i put my cursor over the next few squares and cheer on the status bar... somehow i feel it understands me and is giving me sass.. curse you loading bar!

                                   

   

3:25 PM

       Dear Logan,
          too many people are trying to update their iphone to the new software so basically you can start over and hope it will work again but no promises (;
                                           Love,
                                                       Apple

3:40 PM

Still having phone problems.. getting worried D: It's been doing this for about 10 minutes... agh... i hope i don't have work.. i wouldn't know cause my phone is having a tantrum.. wow my live is very dependent on my phone...

4:06 PM

If this doesn't work i'm going to kill someone.. this sucks balls

4:38 PM

Gonna call Apple see if they can help

5:26 PM

Just got off the phone with Kesha a black woman who i can hardly understand her accent its so strong of course she says wait 2 hours and try again... Great.  I can't even turn my phone on.. ugh i need my phone for California so bad!  I'm gonna take a break from this stressful thing and do homework on the computer (last thing i want to do i want to get off this dang thing)  ugh i'll get back to you blog and continue this horrible journey with Apple... arent they supposed to be the future? Why is this so horrible then?

6:10 PM

Back on with this quest for death.... my brother thankfully used to work at the apple call center and knows how i lie to get to talk to the senior representitive (: phew.. finally got my phone fixed and now I have iOS 5!! yay longest thing ever though...i ended at....

7:29 PM

Just a regular Saturday!

I have so many little things I feel like posting but I feel like a post has to be at least a paragraph.. So I'm just gonna combine stuff all into one (: these are my highlights of the day..

Mice! Yes! Mice! Turns out the scampering in my ceiling wasn't my imagination from medicine.. The picture at the bottom is of my mom and brother waiting for it to come out while my dads trying to clean things out and find it.. It was pretty funny I have to admit.



Tuesday.. Okay so I don't think I've ever been excited for shopping but this is probably the most I've ever been excited for shopping (I'm aware that's horrible English but I spent 3 minutes trying to retype it and can't figure out how) anyways, so the owner of my store also owns Provo Beach Resort and everything in it and Called to Surf is one of those. It's a clothing store that has everything shoes jackets coats clothes clothes clothes! They hbw really good men's clothes. And they have to get rid of everything 2011 before 2012 so.. Tuesday the employees of 3 stores (including mine) get this wristband that let's us in for 2 hours with everything 60% off!!! Pretty sure I went my pants when I found this out! I was just getting tired of my old clothes

American Eagle is usually for Fags and deuche bags and gay guys.. They only American eagle you will ever see me wear is their jeans and.. Yes their underwear. Today I got my package of 3 American eagle underwear and let me tell you.. They are sexy as heck! I was turning myself on wearing them! Now I'm not very surprised at how the employees at AE turn gay after a week working there. I got some rubber duck ones and I was gonna get glow in the dark sharks but those only came in boxers and I'm a boxer brief guy..

Note to girls: a guy is very perticular in his underwear

Angry bird dog toys! Yesss it's true My dog got an angry birds chew toy! Ironically enough she only chews on the pig.

The World In The Eyes of Duffy

If you're reading this you're either..
1) some Asian searching random blogs finding something to entertain yourself like robotic cat ears..
2) My friend!
3) my lover (;
4) you stalked me enough to find this


Either way I love you (: but if your answer is..

1.. I would probably look elsewhere maybe check savers?
2.. Yes I have friends!
3.. 8016029794
4.. ^^^^^^^^^^

So anyways I'm not really a professional "blogger" but I'm gonna give this a try because I'm adventurous and outgoing! But mostly I'm bored and it's 1:00 AM.. Hmm well I guess this could be a journal but then my friends would think what the Duffy can be serious?! So I'll probably just write whatever.. Wow I talk like I have a million fans reading this.. Sometimes that's good for a person though.. Anyways I have a meeting in 7 hours for work I'm going to bed night!