The Little Things..

Today I felt so good! I was talking to my friend whose a foreign exchange student and is in one of my classes. She told me today how the first time we met was on the first week of school in our class the teacher introduced her to the class and everything and she felt so alone being in a new country and everything but she said how after school I passed her and I said hey your Tina right? Your in my foods class and smiled at her. She told me how much that made her day. She felt less scared to be so far away from home and family. She felt so happy and it made her feel so good. That basically made my day. It wasn't even that big of a thing that I did but it goes to show, the small things make the biggest smile. That awkward moment when you make eye contact with someone smile! Or as Ariana Grande would do flash a heart (: gosh I love her.. Anyways um yeh..

Merry Christmas!
Happy Hannaka!
Merry Quanza!
Selena Gomez!
Mahna Mahna!

Dear D-bag of the Day,

Hello! I just wanna say how much your words can impact people. Today you were making fun of my weight. Typically I'm fine with that because I can laugh at myself. But not when you say it so seriously it hurts. I don't even know you that well to call you a friend so that made it even worse to know that you could say that when it wouldn't come across as "friendly". I know I'm skinny. I'm fine with that! I'm probably the sexiest skinny boy you'll ever meet. Im the boy who could pull off being lanky and sexy at the same time. I would rather be skinny than fat?

That boy you were making fun of has a medical condition called slow stomach disorder. Where your stomach doesn't digest your food all the way. You can't absorb all the nutrients. Food just goes straight through you. Which is why he's so skinny. He physically cannot gain weight. So please don't tell me to "grow a pair and gain some weight" cause you know what, for my weight, I'm sexy as hell. So shut the f*ck up you piece of sh*t. I used to look up to you. You used to be an example for me to try better. Now I see how sad you are with the way you look. Be happy with your body and rock it. And people will see past your physical appearance. Let your confidence blind them.

Halloweiner.

So halloweens on Monday and I realized I can't get a costume tomorrow. So I sprang into action. Threw together an amazing costume but I can't show you a picture cause that would ruin it.. The thing about Halloween is I will never be too old to trick or treat. Who set the standard that you have to stop at a certain age! I love candy and I especially love free candy! This will be my first non-trick or treating year ): this is so pathetic but it's an emotional topic for me. Anywho I'm tired and yeh. I'll post a hint (not really) to my costume (: heh I'll post the final product on halloween! Happy Halloweiner! Oh! And I wanted to add my amazing CUSTOM fit vampire teeth (: which will not be included this year unfortunately.. Sexy? Yes you wish I would bite you. My name is Edward.

That Girl on the First Day of Ballroom

Dear Sara M.(Marie?) Grosland,

Since your the only one who actually reads my blog I thought id make you a special post. Also to encourage you to write me a post cause you've only mentioned my name in your blog, but this will be a whole post. A whole one like all of it. The entire part will be about you.

Back to all seriousness..

Dear Sara,

Since the day I met you you've been a friend to me. I didn't even know you but you treated me so nice I felt like I belonged for once. During the first 2 years of junior high I was pushed around emotionally and physically. I hated my life. I had no real friends. The friends i did have were merely aquantences that were embarassed to walk me to class or sit by me at lunch. I had suicidal thoughts. I was seeing a therapist who treated me like a child. Which caused more damage to me. Basically my life sucked because I felt not accepted to society. I felt like an outcast, I didn't belong. I didn't know who I was anymore and I just felt dead. Like no one knew who I was and neither did I. I then overcame lots of my issues and became more acceptable socially. I made friends and became really close. I gained a personality. Starting high school scared me to death. I had this image in my mind of being an outcast again. Then I met you. Your positive attitude helped me realize how much life means. Even if life sucks, you still value the thought of life. You talked to me like we were friends and we didn't even know each other. After a while more people started following your example and I met more people. This is about the time a broke out of Logan and became Duffy. I started making friends. Having conversations. Laughing. Having activities. Being busy. Sara you helped give me confidence. I may not be perfect now but I now have many friends. Because of your example I've grown as a person and now want to be more like that girl I met on the first day of Ballroom. Now I can spot the kids who are like what I used to be throughout 7th and 8th grade. Now I feel motivated like I have something to work for. Thanks Sara for helping make me feel much more comfortable in ballroom and school (: your the best! Stay strong, god loves you and he knows your struggles. I love what you stand for without question. Stay beautiful.

-Logan

Blogging

Dear future Logan,

In case one day you realize how lame it is that you have a blog. Read this to help remind you why you have this.

At times I ask myself why am I doing a blog? It's kind of a waste of time, gay, and it's not like anyone cares about my dentist appointments or anything.

It's not about how many people read the blog or how long or how many posts you post. Blogging to me, is just a better way to spend my time. Stay out of the temptations of this world and just sit down and write. Write about anything. Write about the girl you like. Write about how horrible your day was and how rude people can be. Write about love. Write about your friends and family. View your life from the outside. See where you are and make adjustments to get you on the path to your main goal. That's what blogging is to me. That's why I write

Dentist...

So I got my teeth cleaned today well right now. But what's so weird is that their toilets go to my shin.. Yes as in below my knee.. Awkwardest poop of my life.. Anyways that's not the point.. So I have this girl that cleans my teeth.. She treats me like I'm 2 like really! This is some of her quotes.. "hey sweetie buns!... Daddy's not at talk as you though huh... Sweetie your so cute! Sweetie!...sweetie what fluoride you want, bubble gum I know you like bubble gum sweetie pie. Sweetie I need to use the little girls room sweetie I'll be right back ok? Sweetie your so brave! Those teeth X-rays can be pretty scary. Ok sweetie I'll see you later!" ugh..

Patience is a Virtue..

2:36 PM

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About the time i started working on updating my phone...

3:14 PM

                  I have been waiting for this for about 45 minutes now.. I'm realizing how boring my life is without my phone.. i need a hobby... I literally am so bored watching this i put my cursor over the next few squares and cheer on the status bar... somehow i feel it understands me and is giving me sass.. curse you loading bar!

                                   

   

3:25 PM

       Dear Logan,
          too many people are trying to update their iphone to the new software so basically you can start over and hope it will work again but no promises (;
                                           Love,
                                                       Apple

3:40 PM

Still having phone problems.. getting worried D: It's been doing this for about 10 minutes... agh... i hope i don't have work.. i wouldn't know cause my phone is having a tantrum.. wow my live is very dependent on my phone...

4:06 PM

If this doesn't work i'm going to kill someone.. this sucks balls

4:38 PM

Gonna call Apple see if they can help

5:26 PM

Just got off the phone with Kesha a black woman who i can hardly understand her accent its so strong of course she says wait 2 hours and try again... Great.  I can't even turn my phone on.. ugh i need my phone for California so bad!  I'm gonna take a break from this stressful thing and do homework on the computer (last thing i want to do i want to get off this dang thing)  ugh i'll get back to you blog and continue this horrible journey with Apple... arent they supposed to be the future? Why is this so horrible then?

6:10 PM

Back on with this quest for death.... my brother thankfully used to work at the apple call center and knows how i lie to get to talk to the senior representitive (: phew.. finally got my phone fixed and now I have iOS 5!! yay longest thing ever though...i ended at....

7:29 PM